Tuesday, October 25, 2016
I loved him very much but at the time it was best to part ways if he was here today I'd say I was so sorry for walking away from him but I thought it was best for the both of us. I'm sorry he's gone he loves me and I loved him so much his mom was so sweet the first time I met her she has just came home from war over seas I know she misses him very much and his hole family does no one else knows what there hearts are feeling but we're all hurt from his passing,I wish he had a little more time her with all of us but for some reason his called him home I've been trying to cope with it but still it's a shock and heart broken feeling inside me and I can't stop thinking of him every time there's a memory of something we did or somewhere we went through together l cry ,my heart breaks because I loved him so much I pass his family houses in Orange County and think about all of our POp a lock runs they were the best times ,I miss him going to Rains and hanging out with HaZFlo at the station in chapel hill ,I love you and miss you so much Joel
